Sunday, February 21, 2010

adventure: part 2



So today I bought this beautiful journal..actually a sketchbook..and it has a very specific purpose.

I plan to write every day about two things:

a. an adventure from that day, big or small
b. something I learned that day

Today, my adventure was simply going to eat with strangers. I hope none of them read this, that would be awkward. But anyway, though I feel confident in meeting new people, it's still a little nerve-racking to accept a lunch invitation with a group of like 7 people that you don't know at all. I decided to skip with formalities and just be myself, unapologetically. It was refreshing.

I learned two things:

First of all, apparently leaving your dog in your car for even 5 minutes is illegal. I left Franklin in the car (which yes, was hot) long enough to walk into a restaurant, set down my purse, and decide on my order. I came back out to get Franklin, who I intended to tie to a pole right outside the restaurant. *sidenote* Austin is very dog-friendly, and dogs are allowed at many, many places. It's not uncommon to tie your dog to a pole outside the restaurant where you eat. ...So anyways, I come back to my car to get Franklin, he decides to go #2 on the beautiful lawn of the offices next door (I did dispose of it, thank you.), and a cop pulls up with his sirens in full force. He said he got a call from someone that I left my dog in the car. Good GRIEF. I was able to apologize and talk my way out of it. I guess I can be glad that someone was watching out for ole' Franky-pants. I didn't even tell the random lunch crew I was eating with what happened, because I was ashamed.

I also learned from my dear friend Leigh that the Bible verse that says "perfect love casts out fear.." in the original Greek, it actually can be translated "perfect love casts out insecurity." That is beautiful to me. I can be incredibly insecure, and I am thankful that she shared that with me.

I'm excited to fill my new journal with stories and sketches of adventure and life lessons.

I leave you with a picture of where I spent the afternoon:


Saturday, February 20, 2010


So I've decided to make a rule for life. Each year, I have to have a minimum of three adventures. An adventure is defined by a few characteristics:

a. said adventure must take place at least 30 minutes away from the town in which I reside at the time
b. said adventure must call for at least one full day

There are no real rules on the adventure past this...except that the idea is mainly to just forget about real life for a time. Sometimes these adventures may be planned, and sometimes they may be spontaneous. Even if the adventure HAS been planned, it can be considered null and void if I do not fully enjoy myself and/or I think about real life / take care of real life responsibilities while away. Furthermore, adventures may happen on accident - these can count as one of the three if they meet the stipulations. I can say with confidence that I am on year 3 already.

2008:
March - road trip with Jessica Lee around Alabama, Georgia, and North Carolina
July - flew to Chicago alone, road a subway for the first time, explored the city alone, and flew back to Nashville that night (one of my favorite experiences.)
August - ran (power-walked) a half-marathon at Virginia Beach with sister, cousins, and Erica Osborn. then explored DC on foot, which was quite painful post-marathon.
September - drove ridiculous night hours with Jay Ferries in the middle of a week..to Chicago, again..to see Sigur Ros in concert

2009:
March - road trip to Savannah with three life long friends. Saint Patricks Day madness.

August (through December) - transplanted to San Diego, lived with 59 others in one house, and lived out of a van for ten weeks
December - spontaneous road trip to Los Angeles in an unbelievably crammed car to eat fried chicken and waffles


2010:
So far..I have New York City with Kendra in May.
I'm hoping to find myself in the pacific northwest at some point..and I want to venture with a like-minded friend somewhere around East Texas..explore a small, random town..hike..take fun pictures.


Lately I've been concentrating on really being alive. Alive in the small moments and the big. Alive around people that don't make me feel too alive, and alive around the people that re-open my eyes to beauty and laughter. And it's adventures such as these that help me remember to be alive. I cannot wait to see what this year will hold! I'm working out in my head ways that I can make an intentional effort to get outside my comfort zone in some way each week.

Friday, February 12, 2010

ablaze

i just watched jonsi birgisson's first solo video - for the song "go do." it
confirmed that he is absolutely my favorite artist. by an immense long-shot.
it's almost as if every time jonsi sets out to create something, whether it be within sigur ros, riceboy sleeps, or on his own, he first asks, "how can i
shape this into a way that will cause melissa carter's heart to explode?"

what is it in life that really sets your heart on fire? if you are a follower of
Jesus, it is probably that thing that just causes you to worship.
as far as i know, jonsi is not a Jesus follower. but it is his work that has so often caused me to fall on my knees in praise.

i am so thankful that God meets me in such places of beauty. when it is not an experience accompanied with sigur ros/jonsi, it is in the parks and
forests of tennessee, the mountains of new mexico and colorado, or the
beaches of south georgia.

when i see jonsi perform in new york city, i know it will be a religious
experience, just as it was when i saw sigur ros at the chicago theater in
september of 2008.

i know not everyone hears what i hear when i listen to sigur ros. i know not
everyone sees what i see when i flip through the pages of a riceboy sleeps
book. but i know there are things others see and things others hear that i
do not. things that set their hearts ablaze as mine hardly skips a beat.

april 6 is the day when jonsi's album releases. i plan to take the day off, andgo on an adventure in east texas with my new treasure.


Wednesday, February 10, 2010


This is my life today.

Loving my pup Franklin so much.
especially when he pounces
Wintersleep, Explosions and Bon Iver.
and maybe a little Sufjan
Wondering if my sarcasm is too much.
and loving to be hit with it by others
Kettle corn, sugar free fudgepops, and veggie patties.
ooh! and curry
A desire to create.
admiring the creators around me
Seeing Scripture come alive in a new way as I open commentaries.
particularly Acts
Large levels of excitement as I dream of seeing Jonsi in New York.
with my dear friend Kendra
Eagerly awaiting warmth so I can go on long walks.
they refresh my spirit
Cherishing particular friendships a lot.
they refresh my spirit
Loving the moment while dreaming of the future.
my heart tells me it will be bright





Sunday, October 11, 2009

Ordinary.

I had no idea tour would be this hard.

I'm learning to value time with people more than I do sleep.

I'm learning to focus more on what people are saying rather than what I will say next.

I'm learning that I can push myself a lot more than I originally thought.

I'm learning that you don't always have to pretend that life is fairy tale romantic. And that there is beauty in the rough days..the moments when no one really has anything interesting to say..beauty in realizing that I'm extraordinarily ordinary.

I'm learning to embrace my love of cheap buffets. The fact that not everyone is going to love my music. The fact that I often don't know where I'm going with what I'm saying. The fact that sometimes I fail.

But of all the things I've learned, this is what I most love:

We spend almost every night in a different house. We have met so many incredible people. But by the world's standards, they are completely ordinary.

Last night we stayed in an old couple's house. They have lived in the same low income neighborhood outside Houston for 30 years. They have had pretty boring jobs inside the oil business. Their house is decorated with trinkets you would find at any garage sale. Pretty boring..pretty ordinary. They can't offer you important social connections, and they can't offer you extravagant gifts.

But their stories are incredible. Their lives have been so rich. They told us about the young people they have taken into their home. Young people whose parents had abandoned them. They loved on them. They offered them a safe home, with biscuits at breakfast and a comfortable place to sleep. They have had near death experiences that blew my mind. As the old man told the tale of an 8,000 pound piece of machinery that nearly crushed him he said, with a laugh, "that didn't feel too good." He was so light-hearted, and he had such a refreshing spirit about him. He and his wife had a strength about them that is so rare. They had wall upon wall of photos of the people in their lives. They shared countless stories with us about the friends and family on the walls.

This morning I sat around the table with this couple, their friend Tom, and my roadie family. We ate sausage, bacon, eggs, biscuits, campfire potatoes (so good), and...steak. They prepared a feast of a breakfast for us. The 7 of us crowded around a small table for 4.

It has been so heavily impressed upon me that we so often want to be known. We want to be known by the world. We want to make a name for ourselves. We want to be noted as someone of special success. We want to have remarkable experiences and impress people with our adventures and well-roundedness.

As we have traveled from house to house, I have learned the stories of people the world considers small. I have seen the way they impact the people around them. I know that this impact reaches so much farther than these people can know. I love seeing how content people are in so many different towns..in these Texas/New Mexico towns where most everything is just so ordinary. But completely extraordinary. And so beautiful. It makes me so much more content as I look ahead and to the future. It has given me such a new perspective on what it means to live a full life.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

My blog posts are so borinnnnnnggggg.

They work us so hard it's not even funny. Like honestly? I know I've been tested before..but not like this. I've been thrown into something so completely different from anything else.

But I laugh so hard in this house. We have hour long sing a longs as we work.

Yeah..I get to work at 7:30 every day, and we leave between 6 and 7..except for on extra training days, when we leave around 10. That's a long day.

Friday nights are the one possible night when we can chill out and stop thinking about work. It's pretty amazing. Tonight I just wanted to bake for everyone..I've been wanting to for the past 17 days..and I made a gooey butter cake. Cut into 40 pieces..so not everyone got a bite-sized piece, but everyone loved it, and it made me so happy. I love how people were saying I was the best cook ever..it's the easiest thing to make ever. I think it was extra delicious because we roadies live off rice cakes and sandwiches and cans of corn and easy mac.. but I bought some bulk stuff at the grocery store, and I make sandwiches at lunch with turkey, feta cheese and avocado or home-made guacamole. SO GOOD. At night I have lean pockets, and while we're at it..in the morning I have cream of wheat. I quite satisfied with these selections. I'm glad the bulk of this post is about food..I could be talking about how these weeks have affected me as a person, but instead I tell you about my eating habits.

In a similarly shallow vein, we were in downtown San Diego for an event one night and ran into Kipton, the runner-up on The Bachelorette. Needless to say, I was pumped.

Screenings have been booked around Lubbock..and I cannot wait to share this story inside my old schools..inside my church..

That's all I've got for now. It's time for bed.

I am thankful every day that I wake up for those people who have helped me get here, and for those who are so supportive and encouraging.

Thursday, August 06, 2009

I honestly cannot believe I made it to San Diego. The last few weeks I have been so swamped with pre-arrival activities and the longest paper ever for a class at Lipscomb..and then I was baking lots for the fabulous people who ordered cookies and such from me. So yeah, I wanted to be excited for this but I didn't really see light at the end of the tunnel until..the night before I left. Which was Tuesday, August 4th.

Cannot believe how crazy pretty this place is. When the plane was landing my reaction was really nerdy and I unashamedly was taking pictures all over the place with my camera phone, and audibly exclaiming. 

When I arrived, I was picked up by one of the Invisible Children staff members, who also was picking up two guys from Detroit. Hello, funniest boys ever. My first impression of fellow roadies started off quite well because I laughed my head off the entire way to the IC offices, which is where we went first thing.

All the roadies and the IC "Movement" staff members watched a documentary outside about the first landing on the moon. People thought those moon-walking fools were crazy. They couldn't be stopped by nay-sayers. They were some serious dreamers. The movie started at like 8:30, and so it was a late evening..didn't get back to the roadie house (where 60 of us are living, don't worry. 7 bedrooms, 60 young people.) until 2:30 AM Texas time..because the hungry boys insisted we stop at In and Out on the way home..ya know, the burger place everyone raves about. I tried a bite of our nice Aussie roadie's hamburger..I mean, it was good.  My life isn't changed. Oops. Anyways, then we had to stop a taco place too. Really not surprised that we were making midnight runs to fast food joints. 

Got in bed at about 2:30 Cali time..4:30 Texas time..and I was already mad crazy sleep deprived. Had a very early morning today, our first day in the office. I suppose most mornings will be 6 A.M.ish for me. I live in a very small room with 5 other girls..3 sets of bunk beds with a small little path to walk in. Then there's the whole 30 girls, 2 shower thing. Haha..it's all part of it, and we're all totally down with it. 

Today at the offices we had a tour of everything, met all the staff members, and went through session after session after session of information on the IC mission..programs..history..you name it. My rear end is ti-yerd. But what an incredible day. I absolutely believe in this organization. The values of it resonate with me in a serrrrious way. I'm so in this it's not even funny. I want to shove myself out of it though. This is not about me, and I never want to become arrogant and I cannot be fooled into thinking I like "get it" or something. No no no. 

I am so thankful for being here. Missing you guys. And dangit, missing my puppy Daisy.

Oh also. I have the opportunity to go to Uganda either next month or in January..for 10 days. I have another $2000 to do so. We would be visiting with victims of the war, and would really get to see the programs IC has set in place over there. 

Oh how I want to go to Uganda. Oh how I do not want to raise another $2000. I'm really putting this one in God's hands. He knows I want to go..but I don't have it in me to pursue a lot more fundraising..so I'm trusting if I'm supposed to go, doors will open and it will be clear that that's where I'm supposed to me.

Monday, July 13, 2009

my application video!

Thought I'd post a link to the 5 minute video I had to make with my roadie application video. I had to keep it set to "private" until decisions were made for the group of fall roadies! The video isn't super exciting, but here it is.

http://www.youtube.com/user/melac05#play/all/uploads-all/0/seZQDN5jdII

Sunday, July 12, 2009

The people of East Africa and Congo are beautiful
Their stories are real
Their voices have been silenced
Yet I have heard their voice,
and I want to join with others who aren't willing to abandon dreams of peace and restoration.
The heart behind Invisible Children is good, and it is true. I have seen it, I have heard it.
I want to use what I have been given for something greater than myself.
I cannot and will not turn a blind eye to the atrocities caused by this war.
It won't always be easy. I am broken. My strength will fail and my efforts will fall short.
And so I ask and I pray that God work through my cracked hands, my crippled feed, and my willing spirit.

Friday, July 03, 2009

Home is wonderful. I love just being with family. Hanging out with mom and dad in the living room doing nothing in particular is one of my favorite things to do. We have a new addition to the family - a maltese named Sandy. At first I didn't know how to feel, because my loyalties lie with Buddy, our lhasa apso that we got Christmas of 1994. He has been my puppy for 15 years and I don't want Sandy stealing any of his attention! But she has grown on me. I just make it a point to divide my attention equally.

I made dinner tonight for mom, dad and both of my grandmas. One of my favorite things is making food for someone that they really enjoy. Dinner was a hit. I made these soft tacos with pork, homemade guacamole, and chilied pecans. OH MY WORD. They were delish. Get the recipe from me, right now. I also made an apricot peach cobbler. Mmmm.

While I've been home I've been able to catch up with four friends. Three of the four have lived in East Africa for at least a year. One of them (my age) lived in a mud hut by himself. The LRA hadn't been active in the area where he was staying in quite a while - until two days after he moved in. Then for many, many nights, he laid in his hut while bombs flew over him. He heard bullets going by..bullets landing in the dirt..as he would (attempt to) go to sleep, he literally did not know if he would wake to see the next morning. He also saw a young 8-year-old Sudanese boy almost beaten to death by government officials who wrongly suspected him of being an LRA soldier.

..I've heard incredible stories that have made every"thing" so much more real to me.

I've been really challenged since I've decided to be a roadie with Invisible Children. Many have been supportive and encouraging. Many have been somewhat supportive, with reservation. Some have cheered me on blindly, assuming they should because I'm going to work with .. something .. Africa related .. and others have been a bit critical of my decision - either directly or nondirectly.

I so value honesty and transparency. I am really thankful for those who have told me how they really feel. It has caused me to really closely evaluate why I made the decision that I did, and why I have chosen to become so closely involved with this organization.

I am such a people pleaser. If people don't like what I'm doing, I tell myself that I should change and mold myself or the situation into a way that will please everyone. In the last month I have begun the process of liberating myself..or..allowing God to liberate me..from the binds of people-pleasing.

I feel so confident in my decision. I realize that non-profit organizations as a whole are a little..eh, risky. I firmly believe that any person should really look closely into a non-profit before deciding to become involved, or even deciding to donate money. I also realize that Invisible Children is not the answer to all of the world's problems. It is a group and a movement with a wonderful vision and heart, but there are other groups and movements that also have a wonderful vision and heart. Undoubtedly, I want to urge all of those that I meet to learn more about what Invisible Children is doing, and to cast their support in one way another, big or small. But most of all, I would want to encourage people to really evaluate what their hearts beat for.I would want them to take a good look at their gifts, passions, resources..and find out where it is that they might be led. That may mean quitting a job and doing something radical. Or that may mean opening one's eyes to a lonely neighbor who could use a visit every now and then. Each role is of equal importance and value.

I suppose my greatest fear is that I will die not having lived for anything greater than myself. So with that said, I want to encourage others to live for something greater than themselves.

Happy 4th. God, do bless America - but God, bless this world. We are thankful for our freedom. But I pray freedom for the other countries. And I pray that while we celebrate freedom and sacrfice tomorrow, we would remember all the people just like us living outside American soil. I pray especially for Uganda, Congo, Sudan, Iraq, Iran, and Honduras.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hey fam and friends.

I’m sorry for being the hardest person to keep up with.

As most of you know, I like to fly by the seat of my pants.

In May I applied to be a roadie this fall with Invisible Children. On Friday June 19th I received a call from Tiffany at IC letting me know that I was chosen to be part of the team. I am so so excited for this chapter of my life! But things have drastically changed in the last week.

I have to be in San Diego on August 3rd. I was planning to spend a few days at home in Lubbock if I got the internship, and wanted to be in Texas by July 25th so I could be at one of my best friend’s (Ashley Adamson’s) wedding.

I started a job at Cheesecake Factory as a server here in Nashville on June 18th. The training process there is QUITE extensive, and wasn’t going to end for me until July 4th. That means that within the week that training ended I was already going to have to put in my two week notice to quit. I couldn’t in good conscience go through the training process without telling my managers that I would soon be moving to San Diego. Once I told them they were very understanding, and we agreed that for a variety of very good reasons it wouldn’t be a good idea for me to work at CF for only a few weeks. They did, however, tell me that if I return to Nashville after the internship that I would have a job with them!

It’s very hard to find a job for only a few weeks. I don’t even have time to set something up - I need income immediately! My boss back home in Lubbock from my high school job at On the Border said he would let me come back and work for a few weeks before I head to California.

Therefore, I’m going back to Lubbock - next week. I’ll be able to work, finish up my summer school classes at Lipscomb online, and spend time with my family. I haven’t lived at home in years and am really excited to be there for the month of July.
I am so sad to leave Nashville - especially so suddenly, but after long discussions with people who love me most, know me best, and whose opinion I value and trust, I decided this was really the best option. Furthermore, I really really feel God’s hand in all of this. I’ve hardly had to do anything throughout this entire process. He has been in the details. Everything has been happening quickly and smoothly and I haven’t had to worry about anything for even a minute. It’s like it’s all been laid out for me and I’m simply be asked to follow.

I received news that I would be a roadie and quit my job at CF just in time to allow me to go to D.C. for Lobby Days with Invisible Children this past weekend. I was worried about the trip financially, but the money was taken care of in ways that were very obviously not coincidental.

I’ll be in San Diego from August to December. For the first 5 weeks I will go through training. Then for 8 weeks I’ll be sent on a tour with a team of 3 other roadies in some region of the US where we will host screenings and tell people about what is going on in Northern Uganda and the Congo. Then I will be back in San Diego for 2 weeks of “debriefing and decompressing.”

Fortunately, my advisor at Lipscomb has agreed to arrange for me to receive school credit hours for my time as a roadie, and I will be able to graduate in December if everything goes according to plan.

This position is unpaid - my housing and transportation is taken care of, but I have to raise support to take care of my weekly food stipend. I’ll have to raise around $1500.
My sweet roommates are hosting an open-door goodbye type thing on Saturday night from 7 to 9:30. It’s very informal. I would love for anyone who is able to come by and say hey! It’s not a sad thing..I mean, I may be returning to Nashville in only a matter of months! It’s just really an opportunity to hug everyone since I don’t have a chance to hang out with people in the little time before I leave.

Thank you to all of you who have been so supportive and encouraging throughout all of this. Love you!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Off to Capitol Hill I Go

I'm leaving super early to go to D.C. for Lobby Days with Invisible Children. It will be exciting, no doubt. Here's the site that tells about the event called "How It Ends" - http://www.howitends.tv/
 ...you can see who will be speaking and what's on agenda and such.

Also..I'm moving back home to Texas for the summer. Wow. For all good reasons..I still love Nash always. It will be good to be with family for a few weeks..haven't seen them for that long in years!

It's late. I need to rest my eyes. Goodnight :)

Monday, June 01, 2009

So I have been encouraged to blog about my time as a “Rescue Rider” with Invisible Children. As I lived through that week I was anxious to come back and do just that. But since returning home, the thought of blogging about it has completely mentally exhausted me. How do you take a life experience that was so very meaningful and put just the right words to it so that all those who are close to you can truly understand what you lived? ...Well, I won’t. But I’ll try to come close. Forgive the typos..there is no way I will proofread all of this.


When the subject of The Rescue comes up, I’ve told my friends this: I either have to tell you “It was awesome,” or you have to sit down and allow me to tell you it all. You know how it’s frustrating sometimes when something happens and you try to tell someone, and they’re like..”oh yeah..that’s cool..” ...and you just want to shake them and be like “AHH it’s not just cool!!!...” Yeah, you know what I’m talking about. Anyway, I’ve had to really try to push those frustrations aside. I’ve learned something really importantly in the past month.

We all have passion of our own. Well, at least I hope you’re passionate about something. Someone..I think it was MLK Jr., said if you don’t have something you would die for, you’re not fit to live. Not a direct quote, but close. My sister always refers to it as what one’s heart beats for. My heart beats for the invisible children of East Africa. One cannot watch the Invisible Children documentary - or the Rescue documentary in particular, without being shaken up.

I found out about Invisible Children around the time of the “Displace Me” event in 2007. I saw people post pictures of the event on Facebook afterward, and I was intrigued. I basically thought it looked like fun. I looked into the IC cause a little closer..but I didn’t really understand everything. I gave it a mental check as one good cause among many around the globe, and moved on.

During Spring Break 2008 I was in Savannah, Georgia with my good friend Jessica Lee. As we walked down Main Street an Invisible Children van passed us. I went ballistic...I’m not sure why, but I was super excited and made it a point to chase down the van and give the occupants a thumbs up. I did just that. Since Main St. was pretty congested, it wasn’t hard job. Inside were four IC “roadies.” A roadie is one who goes around the nation in an IC van telling people about the organization and educating people on the war going on in East Africa. They book screenings at schools and such.

So when we caught up with these roadies, they said they were looking for a parking spot. Jess and I were just headed out of town and we offered them our spot. We hopped in their van and took them to our place down the river, and saved them a few bucks with the few hours we had left on our ticket. We all took a fun polaroid together and they gave Jess and I some stickers. I came home and immediately slapped an Invisible Children sticker on the back of my car. It’s still there. Gave the other to my sister, and it’s still on her good ole’ Rodeo as well. 

Sometime between March and December 2008 I educated myself more and more on what exactly Invisible Children was (is) fighting for. It’s worth mentioning that in the summer of 2007 I had read The Irresistible Revolution by Shane Claiborne. The book opened my eyes to social justice. Like, I had honestly been blind to it before...life was all about self-preservation and about getting along comfortably. So, yeah. That contributed to my heightened interest in IC.

Toward the beginning of April I got a text from a friend, Miriam McAlister. She asked if I wanted to help with the Rescue event in Nashville. I totally thought it was just a screening of the IC Rescue documentary..I was so out of the loop. Guess I should have been checking the IC site more regularly. But I got really excited to get involved and told Miriam I would totally see her at the meeting that night.

So the meeting comes, and I find out this whole Rescue thing is wayyyy bigger than I thought. I learned that across the globe - primarily in the US, but in other countries and on almost every other continent, nearly one hundred cities would be participating in this event. Participants were going to be “abducting themselves” on behalf of the abducted children in East Africa. I’ll focus later on the Nashville event and how it went down so you get a better idea.

I volunteered to help lead a team for the Nashville Rescue, and one of the main coordinators, Tyler Jones, had me head up the VIP/mogul team. That meant for two weeks I was doing everything in my power to get in contact with politicians and celebrities in the area. I was reaching out to every possible contact and looking for connections anywhere and everywhere. I was on the phone with the offices of senators, the Nashville mayor, and many councilmen and women. I was talking to Taylor Swift’s best friend’s boyfriend’s friend and Nicole and Keith’s interior designer. My job was to find a VIP/mogul who would come out to the Nashville event and voice their support for the cause.

Oh, and so after the first meeting, I went home and watched the Rescue documentary. When I watched that, something changed inside of me. I suppose maybe what I felt was a fire being lit by someone bigger than me. I cried so hard that when I spoke to my dad shortly after, I couldn’t tell him why I was crying, and I totally freaked him out. I knew I had to do something. I didn’t know what. I knew, just as I know now, that my resources and skills are quite limited. But I knew I was all in. 

In the days leading up the Rescue event on April 25th, I stayed pretty stinking busy. Outside of working on the VIP/mogul thing, I made a couple of shirts promoting the event, and wouldn’t shut up about it..at all. It was all that was on my mind, and I couldn’t help that it’s all that would spill out of my mouth. A few days before the Rescue I received an e-mail from one of the volunteers asking for any and all who could to head downtown to help out with something. I didn’t understand the details, but I thought I was heading downtown by the river to like stand behind Adam (an IC staff member who had just arrived in Nashville from San Diego) in an IC shirt while he was interviewed by the media. I was totally off. I was directed to the symphony center - which is ridiculously beautiful, by the way. There was a “Nashville For Africa” benefit show going on with Faith Hill, Keith Urban, the African Children’s Choir, Jars of Clay, and many others. I helped to sell IC merch at a table that the IC roadies had set up, and at intermission and after the show I handed out informational cards and talked to people about what was going down in Nashville on the 25th. I also got to see a few of the performers, and Faith came to the merch table! However, as it is with most of my celeb sightings, I had no idea it was her as she stood only a few feet away. ...I’m always told afterward who I just saw. Anyway, it was a fun night that came by surprise.

So..Saturday comes. The 25th. Time for The Rescue. I went early that morning to buy gifts for the VIP/mogul people who came through for us! I got them a few things from Ten Thousand Villages that were handmade in Uganda and Kenya.

This is how the Nashville event went down. Everybody showed up at Centennial Park at 3 p.m. in their official Rescue shirts. The shirts were hunter green with a big AK47 on the front..it kinda looked like wearers had a gun strapped on the front of them. It represented the kids in Uganda/Sunday/the Congo who are abducted from their homes by the Lord’s Resistance Army (LRA). They have an AK47 thrown across them, and they are forced to fight. So over 1000 showed up for the Nashville event - awesome. I never would have guessed that, but I was told later by a reliable source that it was near 1200. All of the participants trekked from Centennial to the Bicentennial Mall right in front of the capitol building. It was between 2.5 and 3 miles, and it was hot. We walked single file and arrived at Bicentennial a couple hours later. We stayed there at an outdoor amphitheater that served as our “LRA Camp.” We were to stay there until we were rescued. We could not be rescued until a person of influence came out and pledged their support for the cause. They had to recognize our cries and join in the fight to bring Joseph Kony to justice and end this war. Joseph Kony is the leader of the LRA. He is the one primarily responsible for the war and for the abductions. Go to invisiblechildren.com if you’d like the details.

We had a number of influential people come out. First was Cheg, who was named one of “Nashville’s Most Beautiful.” He was also on Oprah’s Big Giveaway. He is from Africa, and he has an awesome story. Then we had a representative from Nashville’s mayor come out, as well as councilman Bo Mitchell. Before rescue came, participants had written letters to many of our nation’s leaders calling on them to take action. Participants also brought pictures of themselves with family and friends, and circled themselves in red to signify their abduction. These pictures were all gathered and pinned up on clotheslines. Finally we had a letter delivered from Senator Lamar Alexander. Nashville was rescued! 

Throughout the event I stayed fairly busy writing letters of thanks to the rescuers that came out, greeting them and giving them their gifts..and because of this I actually missed out on hearing what was going on throughout the night. I hated to not hear everything, but knew it was more important that I take care of business. Around 10:00 everyone gathered up their things to march to the parking lot of First Baptist Church, about an hour’s walk away. We had to leave Bicentennial Mall because of the park curfew. So yes, Nashville had technically been rescued at this point, but we had prepared a place where everyone could stay the night in case rescue did not come on the 25th. We decided to follow through with plans to camp out simply to draw out the event and bring about as much awareness as possible in the city. The march from Bicentennial to the church took us straight. through. downtown. ..and it was a Saturday night! Gosh, it was crazy. Anyone who has been on Broadway on a Saturday night knows it’s a lively place. It’s honky tonk city. The music is loud. There are people inside the bars and clubs and tourist shops, then there are the people outside waiting to get in. There’s lot of traffic..and it’s just full of life. Hundreds of us marched through there! It caused quite a commotion. Only a few were visibly angry. One man said no one could hear his poetry readings on a street corner because of our long train of people. I apologized for the disturbance and told him we would be gone soon. Other’s were obviously annoyed that the streets were that much more congested. I’m sorry it was a bit annoying, but we needed to make a scene for a bit. We were peaceful about it..it wasn’t about protest..it was just about making the victims in East Africa visible.

So we arrived to the First Baptist parking lot a little before midnight, and people started spreading out their sleeping bags and getting ready to settle in for the night. Soon after I noticed some people were packing up and getting ready to go, including the IC roadies. I was a bit perplexed, and wanted to know what was going on. I found out that in the midst of my running around earlier in the evening, I had missed the announcement about “rescue riding.” Apparently the roadies and a few others from Nashville who were able were headed to Saint Louis, Missouri! Saint Louis had not yet been rescued, and they were going to drive through the night and would get to Saint Louis early Sunday morning and stay with the people there until rescue came. Then, I learned, they were going to continue on to the next city that hadn’t been rescued, and would keep going until every city had been rescued! I had totally missed out on this plan. I would later learn that the concept of “rescue riders” was developed by the staff in San Diego only one week before the Rescue event.

Anyway, I knew I had school on Monday, but I so wanted to continue on to Saint Louis. Three cars were headed that way, and there was room for me in a car with two Belmont kids who said they were coming back to Nashville Sunday night because they too had school on Monday. So I hopped in the car with my new friends Whitney and Josh. One of the roadies, Johnathan, road in the backseat with me. Johnathan is about 6 foot 100 inches tall, and so the two of us attempted to squish ourselves in somewhat comfortably.

I literally had nothing with me. I did have a sleeping bag that my dear friend Jessica Lee had allowed me to borrow. In my backpack I had some chapstick and powder, my wallet, some craft supplies, some water, some granola, my digital camera, and my polaroid camera. Oh! I also had some deodorant, mouth wash and a brush. Whitney and Josh raced me to my car parked at Centennial and let me drop it off at my house before the caravan took off, and I grabbed the last three essentials. Since I was only going to be gone for less than 24 hours, I didn’t grab anything else.

We took off for Saint Louis. I instantly bonded with my car mates. Instant bonding is inevitable in such a situation. You’re instantly family / BFFs. The caravan made a stop at Waffle House on the way out of town. Adam, the staff member from San Diego, struggled a bit and kept us all laughing. First he spilled a drink. Then when the food came, he got really excited about his plate. After perfectly preparing his food to be ingested (dispersion of his preferred condiments and such), he spilled it all on his laugh. The ketchup looked awesome on his khaki pants. It was sad and hilarious. Then, of course, there were the drunken early morning Waffle House people stumbling out of the restroom. Good times. After a gas stop and some terrible energy shots, we were off to Saint Louis. 

Around 6 a.m. Sunday morning we spotted the arch. Johnathan caught some serious zzz’s in the car...I think he had been so sleep deprived the whole week that nothing could stop him. As any good friend would, I got some great sleeping pics and posted them later on Facebook. Johnathan was a good sport and even made one his profile picture. So anyways, the leftover Saint Louis participants had set up camp right below the arch. We arrived, pretty energetic in the midst of our delirium, right as they were all waking up. Despite our annoying amounts of happiness and energy, they gave us a warm welcome. We met some of them, then plopped down to wait it out. When we arrived there were probably around 75 Saint Louisianans...but many left within a couple hours. I don’t doubt that many parents wanted their chillens home. But about 30 (my total guess) stayed. It was a pretty warm day. Taylor Swift, who had done a concert the night before, was staying at a hotel just a stone’s throw away. Many made various efforts to get messages to her and plead for her to come to the rescue. However, celebrity politics got in the way. Though she voiced her support indirectly, she couldn’t come out. Throughout the day many of the Saint Louis natives as well as some of us from Nashville made various efforts to contact celebrities and politicians. Finally, around 3 p.m., rescue came! One of the participants early that morning had mentioned the fact that his family was friends with an NFL player and that they often went to eat with him Sunday afternoons. He left the event to go to church and then afterward at lunch attempt to get his friend to come to the rescue. Chris Chamberlain, a player for the Rams, came through! The rescue was pretty exciting. Media came out to document it. Four girls from Saint Louis said they wanted to join the Nashville rescue riders as they traveled on, and there was one roadie (the beloved Daniel Trigg) stationed in Saint Louis who would also be joining. Whitney and Josh were going back to Nashville, and I was more than a little sad at the thought of the journey ending. I found out there was room for me in one of the cars going on, and I made the irresponsible decision to continue on to the next destination: Wichita, Kansas...ten hours away. I made sure there was a car that would be going back to Nashville by Tuesday, because I knew I didn’t need to miss my Tuesday class. I did have a quiz Monday as well as two huge papers due Wednesday, but I went simply on the hope that things would work out. Not only did I want to continue the adventure, but I felt as though I was supposed to be there.

One of the Nashville rescue riders was Ryan Smith, who has a great job (well..had..he ended up quitting his job when we returned from the Rescue) working with celebrities and big shots, and he was able to get a room at the Hilton nearby where some of us could clean up and rest before heading out. So we hung out in the Hilton lobby in our dirty nastiness, and one by one we went up to the room to clean up..about ten showers in an hour..in and out..no clean clothes to put on..yeah. I was proud of my idea to wash my clothes in the sink and then blow-dry them..however this totally mis-shaped my event shirt that I had on.

Around 6 we finally all packed the cars and headed out for Wichita. There were 15 of us in three separate cars. I was in a car with three girls (Becky, Brittany and Emily) from Saint Louis who I had never met..and Johnathan was with us as well. Man, that was a long trip. And we learned that there were tornadoes in and around Wichita. We drove through the night. Becky drove for a while, then let her friend Brittany take the wheel so she could rest for a while. Brittany did well, but then got a little nervous when the torrential rainfall began. Becky took back over, and everyone else passed out. I woke up around midnight and asked how Becky was doing..and she was just barely making it. The torrential rainfall was still coming down, and she was beyond tired. I offered to take over, not knowing if she was willing to let some stranger take the wheel of her car. But, again..instant family thing..she let me drive. Everyone was passed out, and I proceeded to drive two hours in a state I had never seen before...and barely saw even as I drove. The rain was so intense I could barely see a thing. Furthermore, the wind was totally out of control. I simply kept my eye on the car in front of me and followed the turns of the red tail lights. We made it into Wichita around 2 a.m.. The participants were indoors at a church, where they had moved due to the weather. There were probably a hundred people inside when we got there. Most were sleeping soundly, but a few got up to welcome us. We laid out our sleeping bags in a hall, because the gym where everyone else slept was terribly cold. We passed out cold (or, warm) in the hall until around 6 a.m., when a man woke us and asked us to move to the gym. Apparently schoolteachers were going to be meeting in that part of the church for in-service, or something. We continued to sleep in the cold gym for a couple of hours. One of the Nashville girls, Annie Brown (who actually goes to Lipscomb), was so cold that at one point she got the washcloth out of her sleeping bag to lay on her for just a little more warmth. That still makes me laugh to think about it..poor girl. When we awoke, there were still tornado warnings. That didn’t stop us from taking one of the cars to go to Walmart, and to Starbucks, where a friendly manager had agreed to donate a coffee traveler. At Walmart we were able to buy a few essentials..you know, like underwear and a toothbrush and such. We took one of the Saint Louis guys with us since he knew his way around. Wichita may not be super big, but from our experience it is extremely hard to navigate. Our guide bought all of our toiletries for us, just because he wanted to! It was better than Christmas morning..toothbrushes, toothpaste, Old Spice body spray, shampoo..and a package of white undershirts!! We were even spoiled with some disinfecting gel. Is that what that stuff is called..disinfecting gel? That term seems weird right now. Anyway, back at the church there were a couple of showers. They were the communal kind..awkward, but dang better than nothing.

Throughout the day people and businesses around the community donated bagels, chili, pizza, cookies, cookies, and more cookies...we were so well taken care of. Though I’m pretty sure we could have used some multi-vitamins. That reminds me, there was some fruit. Blessed fruit givers..I’d kiss them if I ever met them. 

Our new friends at Wichita were so great. There were some pretty intense games of knock-out in the church gym where we all stayed. That was undoubtedly my favorite part. We continued to write letters and make phone calls to politicians. We especially wanted Senator Brownback from Kansas to come to the rescue, because he has been involved in previous Invisible Children documentaries and such. Some people also made bracelets to pass the time..one of my most treasured momentoes from the week is a bracelet that was made for me. That afternoon I went to the public library with two other Nashvillians. I knew it was imperative for me to contact my teachers and to get some of my work done if I could find some of the books I needed at the library.

At this point I learned that none of the Nashville cars would be returning home anytime soon. I realized that I would probably be missing much more school than originally intended. At this point it was Monday, and the very last day of classes was Wednesday! Thursday was dead day, and Friday was the first day of exams! I had no idea how things would work out. I knew I simply would have to pray for mercy from my teachers. (In regards to work, the woman I nanny for was extremely supportive and understanding, and she was able to easily find a temporary replacement.) I e-mailed my teachers and told them what was going out, and asked if there was anything I could do. I had huge, important papers due and quizzes I was missing, and in State and Local Government I had my final exam on Friday! I heard back from all of them very quickly. One simply thanked me for my explanation and suggested it would be okay. Another told me that I would receive points off of my final exam paper (we had a paper due in lieu of our exam) for each day that it was late. He was not very understanding, and it was a bit discouraging, but I knew that my previous grades in the class would provide enough cushion and that I would still pass. The rest of my teachers were so very supportive and understanding. My toughest teacher responded and said that she was proud of my involvement and definitely would want me to stay rather than coming back early. She said that what I was doing was more important. Man, I was blown away by her response. My second toughest teacher called me. CALLED me! And left a voicemail assuring me that my absence was more than okay and that he was proud of me. I nearly cried when I heard his message. Dr. Tays, my government teacher, agreed to let me take my final the following week. Everything worked out perfectly. I did have to work hard in the library on the papers I had due. Throughout the next few days I had to work on the paper for the teacher who was unmerciful. I ended up failing the final because it was late, but I made a B in the class! (When all was said and done, my grades were fine in all of my classes when semester grades came out. Everyone back home in Lubbock and in Nashville was so worried about me missing class! Kinda funny. Everyone thought I was crazy.)

At the end of Monday there was still not a rescuer. Rescue riders from many other cities had arrived at this point. We slept soundly that night, and rescue riders continued to arrive throughout the late night and early morning hours. By Tuesday morning only a few cities were left. Rescue finally game late Tuesday afternoon with a letter and representative from Senator Brownback! We found out the next city would be Chicago. Only Chicago and Richmond, Virginia remained.

So we prepared to head out. (Donations had continued to arrive throughout our stay in Wichita. I didn’t know where my next meal would come from at any time, but I never went hungry and I never had to drop a dime for any sustenance.) There were countless Invisible Children vans and regular cars. There were people from Austin, Albuquerque, Phoenix, Salt Lake City, Portland, Saint Louis, Nashville, and lots and lots of other places. It was incredible. Bah. We all set off for Chicago..a solid twelve hour drive. We had some rest in us, but we were all still quite sleep deprived and totally worn out. I don’t know how we all survived that drive...I simply don’t. I was put in a car with the Albuquerque/Phoenix people. Gosh, I miss the people from that car..they were amazing and so much fun. We had a dance party to MGMT and others. I was totally gettin’ in with people I didn’t even know.. you know .. more new fam/ BFFs. Their names were Valerie, Rachael, Talitha and Thad. I was quite thankful for the good music played in that car. So..we’re all pretty dirty, and dancing, and then the heat/AC stops working. And for some reason it wouldn’t stop blowing heat. It is not an exaggeration to say that the following few minutes were some of my most miserable. I have no doubt that I was the hottest and stinkiest person in that car. Thank God above, the a/c was soon fixed. For unknown reasons, the dance party had not ceased, and had only grown more party-licious, in the midst of the heat blast...so it was pretty intense and memorable. The hours wore on, and the non-drivers couldn’t keep from falling asleep. There were limbs thrown all over the place in search of comfortable sleeping positions. I met Thad, from Albuquerque, and within a couple hours his shoulder was my pillow. I’m not one to just lean on any shoulder. Just wanted to emphasize the immediate family element, in case you hadn’t caught that already.

Just outside of Chicago we stopped at a gas station. We didn’t known if we were going to have a real home once we reached our destination, so one of the Portlanders from the van ahead of us decided to brush her teeth in the gas station bathroom. A number of us followed suit. Before long there were a solid ten of us brushing our teeth inside the gas station. The attendant was fairly perplexed, as he should have been. We reached our final destination around 6 or 7 Wednesday morning. All those in Chicago had stayed inside a church Tuesday night, and were just packing up to leave as we arrived. We learned various churches were housing participants at night. During the day, the city of Chicago enforced a rule that said participants could not all gather in a location for more than four hours at a time. There were hundreds of participants who had begun in Chicago and had been there for over four days at this point. Many rescue riders had arrived to join them. By the time we arrived, there were between 400 and 500 of us total. Somewhere between 50 and 75 of us had come from Wichita.

Around three hours after we arrived in Chicago we all hiked from the church to a park many miles away. Considering our level of exhaustion and the load we had to carry with our backpacks and sleeping bags, the hike was a little rough. But we arrived at a park where we stayed for the next few hours. Since arriving in Chicago I had been in contact with Jeremy Cowart, a photographer from Nashville. He was in Chicago with the Britney Spears tour. I new Jeremy had connections with many celebrities, and also knew he was a supporter of IC. He attempted to make a few contacts with us despite the fact that he had lots of work to do. Again, celebrity politics and crazy celebrity schedules got in the way, and nothing could work. But Jeremy came out to the park with his wife and adorable kids to say hello and show his support. It was great to meet the Cowart family. They were so great to take the time to come out. While we were at the park, the huge IC bus from LA arrived with another 50 rescue riders, including Jason Russell, one of the film makers! (Another of the film makers, Bobby Bailey, had been in Chicago upon our arrival.) Let me tell you..when the LA bus arrived..it was party city and celebration town 2009. We knew they would be coming soon and anxiously awaited their arrival. As we sat in the grass, we saw people running toward us from far away. They were waving huge flags. We all jumped up and started running toward them. Everyone was screaming. We all met up and rallied together and it was just stinking amazing. We were all together. (Well, except those from Mexico and some from Australia, who arrived soon after!) Bah, I wish I could relive that right now.

We all stayed in a church building that night. There were a couple showers..hundreds of people..obviously not everyone cleaned up. There was also a big dance party. With money donated some of the IC staff made some seriously delicious pasta. Man, it was good times. Hundreds of people sleeping on the floor of that church building that night..and I slept so soundly. When we woke up the next morning it was rainin’ rainin’ rainin’.

We had our sights set on Oprah to come to the rescue. A fairly lofty goal, yes. The film makers and IC staff, were all there at this point (yes, Laren had arrived as well..) and were making the decisions. They decided we were going to all go to Oprah’s studio to dance and sing outside it in the rain. We were going to sing “In the Name of Love” by U2. But we changed up the lyrics to “In the name of love, Oprah come and rescue us..” ..and we had sweet dance moves, and some singers who took over the verses.. and yeah, it was sweet. You can even watch it online! I’ll post a link at the end of this novel of a blog. After practicing for a solid hour, we headed to Oprah’s studios. Just as planned, we sang and danced on each side of her studio. People were leaning out of windows and off of balconies of surrounding buildings watching. No doubt, we were quite a sight. But after singing and dancing for probably an hour, there was no sign of Oprah. We were a bit dejected. It was time to go...and there was a church about 45 minutes outside the city that had agreed to put us up for the evening. With such a large number of people, after only one or two events, it was time to call it a day. Little things took lots of time, and everything took some serious coordination efforts. When we got to the church that night we had to wait outside for a bit before we could be let in. This is when I met one of my favorite new friends from the week, Rob Juarez. As we talked, I found out he had been a roadie in Mexico - though he’s from Orange County, California. When we were let into the church, the IC staff took inventory. They wrote down names and contact numbers for each person there. At the beginning of the Rescue, the staff had ensured any rescue rider who stuck it out until the end that they would have a ride home. So as they took inventory (this was Thursday night), they spoke with everyone about how they would get home when all was said and done. The staff decided that everyone could use some serious rest that night. In order to keep going, we would need stamina. They were going to let us sleep in Friday morning, which was prettttty exciting news.

Not long after, the staff came on the megaphone and announced that the plans had changed. They would be waking us up at the friendly hour of 2 a.m., and we would all be making our way back to Oprah’s studio. Oprah shoots live at 9 a.m. on Fridays, and they knew she would be getting to work at 6. Therefore, they wanted all of us to be surrounding her studio when she got to work.

So we all took a two or three hour nap and woke up to head to Harpo Studios. Friday morning was not my favorite. I headed to the bathroom in my state of half-consciousness to brush my teeth, and found a line of about twenty girls waiting. Sigh. As usual, the line to the guys’ restroom was about a fourth of the size of the girls’.

Anyway, we got to Oprah’s studio between three and four a.m. Friday morning. It was cold. Really cold. We huddled in a parking lot for a bit until around five, when we were placed around the studio. A few had signs, but the rest of us stood in a line side by side with peace signs high in the air. Signs told Oprah that we were with Invisible Children, we wanted her to come to the rescue, and that we only needed five minutes of her time. We stood outside for a couple hours, and Oprah’s BFF Gayle came to say hello and see what we were all about. We spoke with her for a bit, and she even brought out some gourmet cupcakes. Oprah had arrived at this point - though because the windows to her car are so tinted and because her car parks in a garage inside her studios, we did not know when she arrived. Nevertheless, there is no doubt she saw us. The hours standing outside her studio were so cold that at one point I began to feel the first effects of hypothermia. It felt like pin and needles all over my arms and legs. No one could help warm me up because it was very painful to be touched. There was a car nearby with blankets where I found relief. Within ten minutes I was in good shape and was back outside. Around 7:30 a.m. Oprah came outside. She was outside for only a minute, and took the three film makers inside with her. She spoke with them for a few minutes, and watched the Rescue documentary while she had her makeup done. She told Jason, Bobby and Laren that not only did she want to rescue us, but she wanted us to be on her show. 

What?

Yeah. That one was never, ever expected.

She wanted to have her crew film us around her studio so that she could show viewers what she saw as she arrived at work that morning. Then she wanted to have us on live..with us gathered just outsider her studio as she spoke to us from the inside. Her guests on the show that day were Ellen DeGeneres and Hugh Jackman. And her BFF Gayle, of course. They had a “View” style round table thing going. 

So we all stand outside for another hour and a half in serious anticipation. As 9 a.m. neared, the police closed off the street in front of her studio so that the hundreds of us could gather together and all fit in the shot as we were on air. The three film makers stood in the front and served as the spokesmen.

We got rescued. That’s for sure.

We were on Oprah for the first 6:35 of her show. From what I have heard, that time is worth around $5 million. But the words Oprah said in regards to IC and the Rescue were worth even more. At one point she looked straight into the camera, and pointed emphatically as she said to her viewers, “If you can hear my voice right now, I want you to go to invisiblechildren.com.”

Pretty sure nearly every rescue riding jaw dropped when she uttered those words. The IC site crashed soon after!! The power of Oprah’s words and influence changed the face of IC and the Rescue. After she rescued us, the event was over. It was bittersweet. We all gathered in a nearby park to arrange rides home and say our goodbyes. All of us from Nashville and Saint Louis ate with a few of our new friends at a nearby restaurant before we headed home. 

Everything was completely surreal. I mean, we had been on Oprah that morning. It aired at the normal Oprah time, which is 4:00 central. My momma said she saw me when it aired! Of course, I had told her what area I was in and what I was wearing..I’m fairly certain she’s the only person who saw me. (I’m including a link to the clip from Oprah at the end of this as well.)

All of us from Nashville got home late Friday night - it was about an eight hour drive. As you can imagine, I was truly dead to the world for the next day or two. When I got home Friday I was so dirty, but too tired to shower. I put my sleeping bag on my bedroom floor and slept as I had for the last week. I so missed my hundreds of roommates. I didn’t welcome my empty room one bit.

It’s important to note that the Rescue wasn’t about money. Yes, there were money-raising goals for each city, but they were humble, and a lot of it was just to cover costs from the event itself. The Rescue was really just about raising awareness. IC wanted celebrities and politicians to get involved and come to the rescue simply because they have power and visibility that the rest of us do not have. Countless politicians got involved across the country and pledged to join the fight to bring Joseph Kony to justice. Many celebrities got involved as well, such as Kirsten Dunst, Switchfoot, and Gavin DeGraw.

June 22nd and 23rd are Lobby Days in Washington D.C.. All who are able will be going to D.C. to bring the thousands of letters that were written at Rescue events to our nation’s leaders. Furthermore, we’ll be meeting face to face in the offices of our senators to talk to them about what is going on and ask them to act. Since I live in Tennessee, I’ll be going to the offices of our Tennessee congressmen.

Please be in prayer about this.

I have also applied to be a roadie with Invisible Children in the fall. I will have a phone interview in the next week. If chosen, I will be moving to San Diego at the beginning of August. Beginning August 3rd, I’ll go through five weeks of training, and then I will be sent to a certain region of the U.S. in an IC van with three other roadies to host screenings and talk to people about what’s going on. After eight weeks I would return to San Diego for a couple weeks of debriefing and decompressing, and then I would head back home. I will find out if I have been chosen to be a roadie by the end of June. I’m quite nervous, to be honest. But I have been shown many opportunities to serve in Nashville next semester if it doesn’t work out, so I suppose things will be good any way around. And I am so thankful for the experience I have had with Invisible Children up to this point. But it’s not about me, at all. This experience has also been extremely humbling.

I hope that you will watch the IC documentary. You can watch the original documentary on YouTube, though it is in segments because it’s fairly long. I have a copy that I would consider lending out for a couple days, or you can purchase a copy on the IC web site. You can also watch the Rescue documentary online - I would highly suggest watching both. If you really look into the background of this war and the man who is Joseph Kony, you will realize that this is spiritual warfare. At one point in Chicago, Jason Russell said that this war will not be won by human efforts alone. It is imperative that we be in constant prayer. Jason truly believes, as do I, that Joseph Kony is possessed by demons. 

Thank you so, so much to all of you who have shown your support for the IC efforts - and to me, personally. Genuinely, you do not know how much it means. I have experienced plenty of discouragement from the mouths of many, and I try to push it out. But the words of encouragement have stuck with me, and I am so thankful. I continue to learn how powerful it is when people unite. I have experienced love and community in such beautiful ways. I have made incredible new friends. 

My heart breaks for the people suffering in Africa. They are suffering even as I type this, and even as you read this. The level of suffering is unimaginable to me. But I know -- know -- that there is hope.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

tear jerkers and warheads

oh hello there my hundreds of avid readers..sorry to keep you waiting.
my new house is wonderful, and i have plans to post pictures of the fun interior sooner than later. one, for my hundreds of avid readers. two, for mom.

want to know what made me cry like a baby yesterday? this.
please, please watch it. it's so heavy on my heart right now and i think it's important for everyone to see. it's 30 minutes long. if you don't have that now, make time for it later.

and comment and let me know what you thought about it? please? even if it's just one word, like, "wow."

then..tell a friend and a neighbor and a stranger. tell them about it.

love and peace and a wonderful thursday to everyone.

it's my sister's birthday, and i get frustrated just trying to explain to her what she means to me. she's an incredible human being. 
she just glows with the love of Jesus. she seeps with passion. and she has a heart for those who don't feel loved or beautiful. she has a heart for those who have been forgotten. she is so beautiful, and i am so undeserving to call her sister. i am also super lucky that i get to hang with her today. she's all mine ladies and gentleman. well, mine and ross's.




Saturday, March 14, 2009

I made a good cup of coffee AGAIN! 

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Friday, March 13, 2009

I have been, most definitely, in a funk for a few months. Never knew how analytical I was! I've been trying to figure it all out! Mostly it's left me in a mess of confusion in which every thought I think and every choice I make confuses me and I'm constantly left to wonder what my motives are, what I'm thinking, what's right..blah! [Thank you to Jill Robinson and one post in particular that helped alleviate some of my intense over analyzation.]

Anyway, I don't have everything figured out. I wasn't magically lifted out of my funk. But I feel like I had some prayer answered yesterday in a very subtle but very powerful way. I've been praying about the possibility of going to Africa since the beginning of September last year. Feelings that I should possibly go there have loomed over my head..constantly. I'm not so sure I want to go out and say anything definite right now, but I really feel like God told me a definite answer yesterday. I was just sitting at Panera by myself and something struck me. There was no dramatic lightning bolt..I mean..I was sitting there eating my soup and realized what was going through my head. It was interesting. I'm not gonna go on because I must be off to take someone to the airport right now..but anyways, in the next 48 hours my three best friends will all be under my roof. Ohhh jubilation.

Also, I made the best coffee EVER this morning! That hasn't happened since I was home for Christmas and used mom's coffee pot o'magic!
ALSO! I move April 1st. Here's my new house : ) Built in the 20's! Doesn't really look like it from the outside. It has a big doggy door in the back with a fenced backyard..just asking for a golden retriever or a Norm [goldendoodle].

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I've been sleepin',
And I've been dreamin'..
Sometimes my dreams are real -
and I'm livin.'
But if I could only choose one,
I'd choose real livin' over real dreamin'.