gimme some truth

i have lots of thoughts swimmin' round. i won't bore you with the deets (details.)..i'll simply give you the highlights.

1.buying things. how much is too much? should i feel guilty for buying a shirt? a macbook? a cup of coffee?

2.how are there unreached people in the world? it's not fair, and it should not be.

3.i want to know where the people are who don't feel any hope. i want them to know there is always hope.

4.life is short, days are short, and wasted days suck.

5.it's hard for me to see college as beneficial to my life. i enjoy the whole meeting people thing, and the Bible classes..okay i do enjoy broadening my horizons and such with the english classes and things, but so much wasted life on homework. gosh. just let me live already.

6.i wanna know who my heart beats for, like really.

7.is it bad to not want to invest in some people?

8.is there a job out there that will allow me to road trip with friends for the rest of my life?

9.i'm doing an independent study for history - going to learn more about the amish. so pumped.

10.i love candles, and want more.